The car was heading towards us at lightning speed and it seemed as though my strange premonition was coming true. Everything seemed to slow down. I turned to see the driver. His arms were straight, pushing hard against the steering wheel, forcing his body back against the chair. His expression of fierce determination began to shatter into an awkward grimace as the horrifying reality of the situation turned into naked fear. An impact was imminent. His eyes squinted as they looked ahead. His chin turned to his shoulder, bracing itself for the inevitable.
“This is it” I thought. “This is it”.
And then… nothing.
There was no sound, no tyres screeching. Something miraculous had happened. It seemed as though we actually went “through” the other car. What happened? We missed it? Somehow, two cars heading towards each other at high speeds on a single lane managed to NOT collide.
We stopped our car and trailer. It was fully loaded with music gear for a country tour the band had just done. Not a scratch on it. We looked over and could see the other car had stopped too. We walked over to see if they were OK. It was a long distance. I felt terrible as I approached the car because I didn’t know how they would react but what happened next would change my life.
“Praise the Lord, PRAISE THE LORD” the lady cried as she emerged from the car. She was waving her arms in the air excitedly. “Praise the LORD”. We were all laughing from relief but I found her words disturbing. I had never heard words like this before. Not like this. They were innocent enough, only words of thankfulness, but they confronted something within me and I did not like it.
“Oh no!” I thought. “God is real. God is actually real. What am I supposed to do now?”
The idea of “God” was not new to me. As a kid I went to Sunday School but I was never interested. I found it boring so I forgot about the idea completely. It was a silly idea anyway. I never thought about God and I never wanted to think about God.
“Aww man, why is this happening to me?”
There was a deeper meaning to this unbelievable escape and I knew it. My mind was racing as I began trying to piece together the puzzle of what had happened the night before.
The dream was extremely vivid and I was shaken by it. I looked over and saw a Gideons Bible. After reading a few pages I said, “God, if you are real, please get us home safely”. It was a strange thing, but I could not deny the reality. I had actually had a premonition, read the bible and also said a prayer. No one else knew about it. Only me. Only me and… God.
The following weeks after the “near accident” were intense as I battled the idea of the reality of God and what it meant for me. I went to see an authority on the subject. My Grandma. She gave me a book by Barry Goode and said “He will be visiting us at the Salvos on Sunday. Why don’t you come along to the meeting?” I read the book and decided to go with my Grandma to Church. By the end of the meeting I found myself at this little table thing out the front of the congregation called “The Mercy Seat”. I didn’t know what was happening but I was sobbing and confessing something called sin. I didn’t even really know what sin was. I just knew that God had saved me from a car accident, and apparently from something even worse, sin… and He was real. I needed to acknowledge His reality now.
Special thanks Julia Collings, Paula Vince and Rhonda Pooley from Christian Writers Downunder for their editing (and or willingness to help with editing) with this blog. :-)
This is the book by Barry Goode which helped me trust in the Lord - Too Tough For Tears.
Brian Maunder is the author-illustrator of the
children's picture book Polly's Little Kite.
Website: brianmaunder.com
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I love my beautiful uncle Barry at one stage I did have his books but some how they went missing I miss him so much
ReplyDeleteI remember you Brian but didn’t know the full story of how God has worked in your life. Thanks for sharing it - it is a powerful testimony for the ways God intervenes in our lives to reveal His loving reality and purposes. God bless you - reading this this morning prompted me to find and read the booklet you gave us many years ago of 10 of your worship songs. I am just starting to soak myself in them now - thank you for dedicating them to Barry. They are ministering to my soul and how I wish we had utilised them in our ministry in past years. My deepest apology for us having over-looked this Brian. Do you currently have recordings of them? I don’t seem to have the tape that you mention in the introduction. I have just read the intro to the musicians and been blessed by it. So looking forward to absorbing the songs and giving them a go on my little keyboard in my very amateurish way. Once again - thank you for sharing and sorry it’s taken me so long to catch up with your post on the site our daughter Ang set up to share some of Barry’s poems etc. God bless you Brian - you have great talent and insight into the ministry of worship to our great God who drew you to Himself so long ago in such a wonderful way. Bev Goode (Barry’s wife)
ReplyDeleteSee my comment in Barry Goode Poet. Blessings - Bev Goode (Barry’s wife)
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